A relationship is a complicated thing. There are ebbs and flows to communication and conversation. Some days are on and others just feel a little off. However, at the end of the day the Love is always there. It may just be a matter of refinding it.
Over the last several months I feel as if I have been in the "a little off" area with God. I pray, I give, I do all of the things a good Christian is supposed to do, and yet there is something that seemed to be lacking. I would go through the motions... And that was it, going through the motions. It was as if all of the things I was supposed to do held no meaning any more. My heart began to search. To quote Paul in his letter to the Romans, "I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do." I can honestly say that this is how I had been feeling (note the tense of it all).
It was this week that things changed. I don't know what happened, or how to explain it but things have changed. I am more over worked and stressed out than ever, but I have something on the inside that is renewed. I have refound the love for the Creator of the heavens and the earth that I seemed to have lost for a brief time... I am refalling in love.
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